I Miss Evan :: Lamenting Alter Integration

Riven is our system’s newest integration. He used to be ‘Evan’ and ‘Seth’. Though Evan and Seth are still a part of him, Riven mourns the loss of who he was, especially Evan. Evan was himself an integrated alter of ‘Old Evan’ and ‘Risk’. Having already integrated once before, Riven’s perspective on his latest integration is an interesting one.
Integration takes a lot of time for everyone to adjust to, for both the integrated alter, the system they’re a part of, and the people who knew them. It’s okay to have feelings of fear, hurt, sadness, or anger. The important thing is to work on processing those feelings and adjusting to the reality of things in the present.

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